I never thought you were a fool, but darling look at you. You gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight. These tears are going nowhere baby
Have you ever gotten to the point where you’re just sick of dealing with other peoples problems? Or where you feel like the only reason some people talk to you is because you’re willing to listen as they bitch about something or other?
Yeah, I’m at that stage right now.
For the past little while I’ve just kept to myself for the most part. Cut way back on IMs and SMS and not really participating in other peoples conversations on Twitter or Facebook at the moment. I might make a comment here and there, but for the most part I’m just keeping to myself. As is the case with my blogs, if I say something on Twitter or Facebook, I don’t care if you read it or comment on it, I’m just venting whatever is in my mind at that moment.
For some reason or another, I can’t seem to do right at the moment. If I don’t talk, I’m avoiding. If I do talk but don’t say the right things, I’m insensitive. If I listen but don’t offer advice, I must be thinking or doing something else distracting.
Why does it always have to be that way? Why can it simply be that I’m not in a talkative mood? Or that I’m tired and unable to concentrate. Or that I have other things on my mind that seem more important to me than your problems right now. I have offered a lot of advice, but its been ignored in the past with no good reason as to why. So what incentive is there now to offer more? Its only going to get ignored further.
Why even come to me if you’re only going to ignore my suggestions?
I’m sorry folks, but I’m just frustrated. I’m at the point where I really simply don’t want to care any more.
So please excuse me while I ignore the world as I have been and go back to playing my way through Mass Effect.
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